tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-62729862011-07-25T16:12:33.656-07:00An attempt to find solace/peace via my expression as a person in modern times. Trying to find some path as I try and pry myself from the complanceny of fatigueDanielhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12715167975952973089noreply@blogger.comBlogger21100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6272986.post-1073021619648652502004-01-01T21:32:00.000-08:002004-01-01T21:33:57.736-08:00that fuckin' bored ass feeling. have everything need. don't have the energy to call anyone. i'm sick of being the lonely adventurer. <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6272986-107302161964865250?l=ayuda.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Danielhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12715167975952973089noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6272986.post-1073021290100560282004-01-01T21:16:00.000-08:002004-01-01T21:28:28.240-08:00I'm hoping some one out there will read this and then via chaos theory effect in some way. i'm in a mental rut. one that i usually visit about once a month. i wouldn't call it depression b/c its probably normal to feel a low a couple times a month. It irks me now that i don't know any one else who really goes thru this. i'm sure others do. but i hate this feeling of fatigue and boredom. frustration with my current state. great things might be waiting for me but i can't help but feel what i'm feelin. hooked on feelin. why am i living in new york? why don't i ever do what i really want? why am i never in a relationship i care about? why don't i have the energy do much of anything?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6272986-107302129010056028?l=ayuda.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Danielhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12715167975952973089noreply@blogger.com